It’s been a while. And there really isn’t a rhyme or reason for it. Just life. Life gets busy sometimes. Don’t you all agree?
Life has been going pretty weird in this household since we last spoke. He hasn’t gotten any better; slightly worse. He is using every day, however, to his credit, it’s only a quarter of a pill every day (it’s getting to be less and less every day is what I’m trying to say.)
I, on the other hand, have been feeling downright exhausted. Does anyone know what it’s like to work the whole week with only one day off? I’ve been averaging a total of 76-80 hours of work each week. I literally do not have any energy to do anything these days. Gotta work to have some money right? Unless your husband is an addict, then you work to support yourself, and his habit. I am literally so exhausted of all of his bullshit.
I am seriously considering moving in with a friend of mine. I explored the option of moving back in with my parents and I figured out that I would feel like too much of a failure if I did that. It would be like taking 2 steps backward for me instead of moving on with my life. So, if I move in with my friend, it’s not something I’ve ever done before, so that’ll be moving on with my life, right?
On another note, I read an article that the FDA is hoping to ban the use of opioids.
I am glad that this is happening though. Finally some positive progress in the fight against narcotics. I could swear that pharmaceutical companies are selling to drug dealers simply because there is no way there are that many scripts being written for Opana by doctors. Yet, it is so readily available on the streets. America, what the hell is going on here?
There needs to be a solution and way better management of the whole situation.
That is all.